Friday, May 26, 2017

The Counter Girl

Coiffed to perfection
she stands at her station
with studied foundation,
a touch of translucent La Rose blush,
lush Esquito mink lashes
framed in veiled Chanel ombre eye shadow over
defining Revlon color stay liner,
all dusted with shearest Guerlain powder,
and completed with Dolce & Gabbana aubergine lips
lined in NYX plum for definition.


She’s the counter girl

On her feet 9 to 6
behind her station,
attentive to every passerby,
she demonstrates technique to a matron,
teaching how to apply perfect tones
while ringing up a boxed soap set
and spraying L’air du Temps
on some strips for another intersted customer.
All over and over-
so many brands , so many colors.


She’s the counter girl

Home to a precious 4th floor walk-up
with chintz Laura Ashley wallpaper
she put up herself over dingy walls
to give her ruffled furniture definition
from a silk Hermes scarf covered lamp light.
Her windows look out at a next door brick wall
and a firescape she has set with geraniums
to give a bit color to her view
over the air conditioner,
a tired old unit about to give up the ghost.


She’s the counter girl

Every day 6 days a week
She takes the E train
59th and Lexington
with a packed lunch,
and vitamin water,
and her current issue of Allure-
ready for another onslaught,
another sale,
more screaming kids,
and Upper East Side bitches.


She's the counter girl

Even with her cosmetic perks
and store discounts
She finds it difficult to stretch her
fourteen dollar an hour wage
plus commission
to handle a Manhattan studio apartment rent
and building utilities,
along with food and sundries,
and a seasonably fashionable wardrobe
to be presentable as required for the job.


She’s the counter girl

So ever on the lookout;
among the guys buying for their wives,
trophy girlfriends, or Mothers-
Even presentable ones along her route
or on her studied Sunday museum and gallery visits,
hoping for encounter with a man to call her own
after a few dates with flowers and dinners,
an engagement,  the wedding,
and a cute little house in Connecticut;
She is always at her best.


She’s the counter girl

It takes just one damn chance
to work this all out.
People do win the lottery,
so she hopes and prays
thru days of slush and wind and snow,
or summers deluges and hot wilting sun,
that there is someone to take her away
from makeup and fashion and standing all day
to a place far away...
where absolutely and finally...


She’s Amy, not just the counter girl.










-Jerry Wendt 2017

Wednesday, May 24, 2017

Dreaming Forward

Time as a point:
birthdate.
Time as linear:
memories.
Time as 3 dimensional:
dreaming in color.
Time as multi dimensional:
a void of ignorance.


Perception of time is experience.
Beings in our continuum
can only operate  dimensionally
in  linear manner-
sensory perceptions are contained to the now.
Perceiving history is a singular line
of one experienced track
back thru time.


Our forward conception remains mere conjecture,
with glimmers of deja vu
or nagging perception of veiled alternates,
but time as a field has infinite paths and dimension
 existing independent of the existential,
 beyond comprehension except in field theory.
From infinite futures one path
is followed mostly by involuntary serenpidity.


Theory has it
dimensions  contain all time and space
there are things that  exist simultaneausly
in infinite parallels outside of time constructs
using them as a butterfly
flitting from flower today to flower yesterday
and the same flower in multiple universes,
all one, with no limitations.


The idea boggles current minds
but only because experience has closed channels.
Extrasensory perceptions are eschewed as hoax.
The concept is called metaphysics
and many strain to embace it,
as  science experiments
finding new evidence
giving time and space new dimensions.


What grand thoughts are these-
transcendental beings
simultaneously in different dimensions
in different timelines:
ethereal spirits
now only evidenced by particle physics
But conscious in our thoughts as surely
as the ability to

dream forward.

-Jerry Wendt 2019